Sedih nar rasa i

Bila palak i dah sik fokus agik on PBB, my mind lalu ke arah my youngest son.

Betahun juak he di layan as a 'small kid' - maklum jak la, bungsu.

And a day after tomorrow, he akan masuk SHOAW.

Sedih nar rasa i.

Maybe giya rasa my parents when my youngest sibling pegi Malaya to further his study.

Maybe now i faham why my mom gave him a special treatment setiap kali betemu ngan nya - 'haus'.

My youngest adik diam di Malaya - nikah ngan urang Malaya.

Da masa, i rasa nak nangis ngenang my son nak diam asrama.

Kadang-kadang beraik juak mata - or idong beringus.

Tapi yalah, as a man, i mesti nahan rasa sedih i coz i sik maok my wife makin sedih.

Last year, waktu my son camping for three days 2 nights, my wife dah betangisan.

I sik tauk giney ndak kah my wife ari selasa tok.

Mudahan she ok. Aameen.

Ya الله swt, lindungilah anakku dan jadikanlahnya as penyejuk mata dan hati my wife and i. Aameen.

p/s I gago ngan PBB dari senin tek. Nang kepak.